Throughout my life I’ve encountered numerous individuals who had little to no passion for anything. No hobbies they really enjoyed, no sports team they got behind, no causes they felt strongly about, no interest in world issues, they never read a book and were very indifferent towards music.
I find it impossible to relate to these kinds of people because I am beyond passionate about a whole hell of a lot of things. My friends would probably say obsessed. Unhealthily so, even.
Most regular readers know by now of my love for music, particularly Pearl Jam and old school hip hop. I’ve seen PJ live over 50 times and probably have another 50 shows in me. I listen to old school hip hop every day of the year and make it to any live shows within driving distance. Between iTunes and concert tickets I probably drop over ten grand a year on my music obsession.
When I walk into someone’s house for the first time my initial instinct is to make a bee line toward their book shelf. In the old days I was torn between that and their CD case but the invention of the iPod has made this decision easier the last few years. I want to know what they’re reading and what they would recommend to me.
If they had a case of live fitness models on display in another room I’d still stop at the book shelf first.
I’ve seen every episode of Seinfeld about a hundred times each and can recite the lines right along with the characters.
I was at the first five WrestleMania’s and up until things started going down hill the last 4-5 years I never missed a pay per view or episode of Monday Night Raw.
Jen and I watch all nine innings of all 162 Yankees games per year and are rabid New York Giants fans. I can still vividly remember running through the parking lot in ten degree weather with no shirt on and my face painted back when they won the NFC Championship game in ’86.
I have a strong love for movies with a message that deal with social issues I’m passionate about like Glory, American History X, Hotel Rwanda and Mississippi Burning.
But the one obsession I have the eclipses all others is that for training, nutrition and all things health related. Obsession is actually too tame of a word and doesn’t describe it adequately.
While I may be iTunes favorite customer, Amazon has got to have a special place in their heart for me since I don’t seem to be able to get through a single day without ordering a new book on training, nutrition, digestion, natural healing or longevity. I read at least one new one per week, often times two. I can’t get enough.
Back in high school you couldn’t pay me to read anything but Sports Illustrated and Rolling Stone. My 1.7 GPA probably reflected that. As did my SAT score. Although for someone who simply checked “C” the whole way down for every single answer I thought I did pretty good… (Sorry, Mom)
Nowadays I discuss the topics of training, nutrition and health endlessly throughout each week. I’m lucky enough to know many of the worlds top experts in each of these fields to bounce ideas off of and learn from.
Which brings me to the point of this whole thing. Since I never stop experimenting and learning, my views and recommendations are bound to change from time to time. It’s just part of the natural evolutionary process.
Any organism that isn’t growing is dying.
It is not only my obsession but also my job and my responsibility to you guys to constantly be in search of a better way. I don’t want to just rehash the same old tired stuff I was telling you five years ago. If I did that it would mean I haven’t learned anything new and that I was a failure as a strength and conditioning professional.
Back in ’96 I might have given you the old “squats and milk” answer if you asked me how to get big and strong. But now I know that a large number of people can’t squat safely and that milk (unless it’s raw) is unfit for human consumption.
In 1999 I might have recommended supplements full of artificial ingredients like aspartame, dyes and other chemicals. Now I know that performance increases and physique changes start with optimizing your gut health, first and foremost above all else.
Consuming fake crap does not optimize your gut health. It destroys it. That’s why I only recommend the highest quality supplements these days, like One World Whey made with raw milk from grass fed cows. It’s simply not worth risking your health and will only slow down your progress.
In 2001 I thought gaining size was simply a matter of calories but now I know that it’s quality calories. I also know now that you can get by on fewer calories and carbs than previously thought if those calories are from ultra high quality, nutrient dense foods.
In ’03 I might have allowed clients to train to failure more often than they should simply because it created a better, more competitive atmosphere in the gym. Now I forbid it.
If you came to me for fat loss advice in 2005 I wouldn’t have told you that the most important first step is to detox your liver, simply because I didn’t know that yet.
A program I wrote in 2007 might have higher reps than a program I would right now, which would have very few sets going above eight.
A few years ago I would have been more concerned with over training than I am now because I’ve come to realize over the years that Louie Simmons was right all along and that most people just aren’t in shape to train and would be well served to bring up their GPP and work capacity.
In the past I may have recommended 5-6 meals per day whereas now I recommend 1-3 (more on this and The Renegade Diet in future posts).
Was I wrong about some of the things I’ve said in the past?
Yes.
Absolutely.
And I have no problem admitting that.
The best I can do is move forward and always continue evolving and learning through research and experimentation. Now, that doesn’t mean I was wrong about everything or that I’ve changed my mind on every single topic.
Nor does it mean that a program I wrote three or four years ago won’t still be effective. Not at all. It’s just that I’m always in search of a better way. As soon as I find that better way I experiment on myself and then some of my clients and friends. Finally, when I’m confident in what I’ve learned, I present the information to you guys.
I’m dedicated to always brining you the absolute best information I can and helping you get healthy and achieve all of your performance goals as fast as humanly possible.
Over the last several months I’ve been able to think with a clarity I never have before. This is all due to lifestyle and dietary changes (such as improving my sleep, lowering cortisol, detoxing my liver, regenerating my adrenals, going on an anti fungal/parasite regimen, certain supplements I’m taking, etc.) which I will share with you in the near future. It’s some of the most life changing stuff I’ve ever encountered and I want you to experience it first hand.
Because of this new found heightened level of mental focus and clarity I have been able to look at things in a different way. I’ve been able to make an honest assessment of every single thing I was recommending and decide if I still believed in or not. Sometimes the answer was yes, sometimes the answer was no.
I’ve always taken great joy in watching human beings evolve dramatically. Malcolm X was a completely different person in the middle of his life than he was in his early years. And after his trip to Mecca he made another remarkable transformation.
I’ve also experienced disappointment when seeing guys who haven’t evolved. The old friends who are still acting like they’re in high school or even coaches recommending all of the same things, across the board, that they were a decade ago.
I went to see House of Pain perform recently and couldn’t have been more let down after seeing that they were still playing the tough guy roles and fighting being white like it was still 1992. Everlast, in his mid to late 40’s, challenging a guy in the audience to brawl was quite the turn off. (Although I’ll still rock La Coka in the gym on a regular basis).
I never want to be that guy. I look back at myself from ten years ago and hardly recognize the guy I see in my memories. We’re two very, very different people. Hell, we might not even get along that well.
That’s why I respect Mike Boyle so much. Mike will always tell you before every seminar he gives that what he is recommending right now may be different next year. It’s simply the best information he has to present at the time based on his most recent findings. In other words he never stops learning. How can you not love that?
On my left arm I have a traditional Japanese style snake tattoo. According to the mythology it represents constant change in a positive direction because the snake is always shedding its skin. To me it’s all about evolution and continually getting better and reinventing myself.
“I believe that one defines ones self by reinvention. To not be like your parents. To not be like your friends. To be yourself. To cut yourself out of stone.”
– Henry Rollins
On my right arm I have a traditional Japanese style koi fish. According to Japanese mythology the koi has to fight its way upstream throughout its life with the goal being to make it past a gate, where upon doing so it gets to become a dragon. To me this represents always setting goals and striving to get better, even if it means I’m swimming upstream against the norm or popular opinion.
And that is my goal for this website, my business and all of you that take the time to read what I have to say…
To constantly evolve and get better.
So if you see me say something in 2011 that contradicts something I said in 2006 now you know why. I will never stop experimenting, researching and learning.
I love this stuff too much.
And at the end of the day I want to help as many people as possible. No Pearl Jam concert or Giants Super Bowl victory could make me happier than knowing I was able to do just that.
So I hope I’ve been able to help you in some way, and I hope I can do even more for you in the future.
As always, thanks for reading, my friends.











22. Apr, 2011
at 9:40 am #
Great post Jason and completely on point. If we don’t evolve and change your attitudes about fitness, they we start to treat it like a religion rather the science that it is.
05. May, 2011
at 7:15 pm #
@Mike Navin: Great point.
@Shaun- Good stuff. And great reading list. Very similar to mine.
@Brandon- That means a lot. Thank you.
@Anika- Thanks
@Lukas- Thanks
@Jason- Thanks so much. Means a lot coming from you.
@Weave- I’ll check it out.
@Elliot- Love em all! Thanks, man!
@AC- Thanks brother.
@Tom- Thanks
@Mik- You have to pay for high quality food. When you do the math and compare it to other meals you eat for the same amount of protein it’s really cheap.
@Scott- Will post a list soon.
@Rochelle- HAha.
@Farley- Awesome
22. Apr, 2011
at 10:03 am #
I’m to the point where I’m about to defriend most people on Facebook. Everybody has something to say about everything you do. If you’re going to be snarky, as a rule you have to be funny, and they aren’t. If I post a new recipe, nutrition study or photos of an awesome meal I just cooked, people bitch. If I mention an opinion about something in fitness, nutrition or society that contradicts my previous position, somebody has to step in and question why I’d think that way. My recent reading list reads like that of someone w/ schizophrenia (“Why We Get Fat”, “In Fifty Years We’ll All Be Chicks”, “4 Hour Body”, “Man’s Search for Meaning”, “A Practical Guide to Racism”) so I catch hell from every direction questioning my endless curiosity.
In short: Thanks for this post. It’s a reminder that being completely unlike most of your friends/peers and having few people to compare yourself to is, while sometimes difficult, not a bad thing.
22. Apr, 2011
at 10:05 am #
Great post Coach. Keep them coming.
22. Apr, 2011
at 10:44 am #
Evolve or die! We’re pretty much reaching this point in the history of human evolution.
You are dead on here and I definitely feel like I can relate to you now more than ever. When I first read Muscle Gaining Secrets I was like “Whoa, this dude seems sorta crazy, but he really seems to know what he’s talking about.” So I began reading most of the stuff you put out and promoting you on my website.
Over the last couple years of following your blog I see a whole different side of you emerging and evolving that I also have been experiencing in my own life. Ten years ago, I probably would not have gotten along with my former self either (I was kind of a dick! lol) and have grown and evolved a lot since then. Reading, learning, meditating and consistent growth has brought about an awakening (enlightening) process that is hard to explain, but I think you understand what I mean.
Anyway, you have become one of my favorite strength coaches because of how you never settle and are continuously questioning, learning and expanding upon your methods. You learn from your mistakes and are not afraid to go against the grain and tell it like you see it. Cool explanations about your tats… I need to work on finishing my own sleeve. Looking forward to hearing more about your new dietary recommendations and insights. I think I may also sign up for your inner circle, which I have been putting off for a while.
“Life is growth. If we stop growing, technically and spiritually, we are as good as dead.”
- Morihei Ueshiba, Founder of Aikido
22. Apr, 2011
at 10:54 am #
Brutally honest, bold, and real…. Jason, thank you for posting this!
22. Apr, 2011
at 11:13 am #
Love your stuff, Jason. Whenever I get the feeling that what I’m doing is meaningless and that I’m lacking in passion, you seem to write a blog like this. It helps keep me grounded, so thank you.
22. Apr, 2011
at 11:37 am #
Jay, what an awesome post! This says so much about you as a coach/trainer/person as most people are so afraid to admit their mistakes and acknowledge that things are constantly changing and they need to change as well. I love the saying, “if you’re not growing, you’re dying” because there is no such thing as stability (so many peoole think there is).
I look forward to your posts not only for the awesome training advice but your realness in all aspects if life. Don’t ever lose that! I wish I found your info when I was still competing! All the best to you and, as always, I look forward to your next post! Jason Parker – Olympic Medalist
22. Apr, 2011
at 11:46 am #
Amen!
22. Apr, 2011
at 11:55 am #
This kicks ass, Jason. So rare to experience a dedicated seeker of truth.
Here is a book I think will blow your mind.
“Body, Mind and Sport” by Dr. John Douillard. It’s about how to maximize your training by using principles from ayurveda, the 5000 yr. old science of preventative healthcare from India.
This book is 180 degrees different from most of our modern sports science. But it works, and has been tested in many different sports.
I’m sixty years old, and started using these principles in my training eight months ago. Everything changed, faster recovery and a huge improvement of my enjoyment level while training.
I dare you to read it.
22. Apr, 2011
at 11:55 am #
Jay, I live by 2 Emerson quotes that I think you would like…
1. “A foolish consistency is the hobgoblin of little minds, adored by little statesmen and philosophers and divines. With consistency a great soul has simply nothing to do. He may as well concern himself with his shadow on the wall.”
2. “I wish to say what I think and feel today, with the proviso that tomorrow perhaps I shall contradict it all.”
I have NO problem changing my mind or even WHO I am. (ie. Evolve)
Thanks for the great post bro!
22. Apr, 2011
at 11:57 am #
@Elliott Hulse:
Here is another one:
“Speak what you think today in hard words and tomorrow speak what tomorrow thinks in hard words again, though it contradict every thing you said today.”
22. Apr, 2011
at 12:11 pm #
Great post Jay. Jared and I had a long talk last night after training along these same lines – both of us inspired by our emails and discussions with you of late. These changes in health, fitness and training are not only necessary but they are exciting. Thanks for all you do.
22. Apr, 2011
at 12:31 pm #
Did I finally beat Raymond Zen Fitness to a post???
22. Apr, 2011
at 12:40 pm #
Awesome post Jay!!
This one really spoke to me, I’ve always been dedicated, whether I was right or wrong, back then I knew that I was right, but I know what I know now and what I knew then was wrong…. but I dont care… Evolution baby!!
I’m always buying books on Amazon too!! sometimes they are amazing, sometimes they are garbage, sometimes I need to buy another 3 books to know whether or not I believe them!!
Constantly changing who I am is who I am!!
22. Apr, 2011
at 12:56 pm #
Jason,
All I can say is wow. That was heartfelt. I’m with you all the way. Like Tony Robbins always says “C.A.N.I. Constant and never ending improvement”
Growth is all about pushing beyond your comfort zone and constantly re-evaluating old paradigm’s.
I look forward to one day having the chance to train with you!
Peace!
Ricardo
22. Apr, 2011
at 1:25 pm #
Thanks Jason for admitting that it seems to validate ‘Self Discovery’ all the more important
… I love buying different workout programs and trying them out, first I thought is this lame and just stick to one type of training but reading this, well I’m going on my own way to keep on moving forward.
Out of interest, is that right you stopped being a vegan? Do you consider that a move forward or just different?
I always say you can tell a person by the books they keep in their library!
Thanks Pete, you did I must be slipping! …
Anyways I’m off to start Dave ‘The Blond Bomber’ Drapper workout today (love old school bodybuilding the volume will kill me) then 6 weeks I’ll start Rampage 90 power surge and I have another two lined up after that. That’s my fun!
Raymond
22. Apr, 2011
at 1:28 pm #
$154 for 5lbs of whey? That is more expensive than gasoline.
22. Apr, 2011
at 2:07 pm #
Such a GREAT Post! Never stop learning! Hey Jay is there any past or present reads related to training, nutrition and health you would recommend at the moment? I too, need a few new books for the coming couple of weeks..
22. Apr, 2011
at 2:42 pm #
Nice work, Jay.
Might change my mind about this tomorrow, though…
22. Apr, 2011
at 3:06 pm #
Pointed threats, they bluff with scorn
Suicide remarks are torn
From the fool’s gold mouthpiece the hollow horn
Plays wasted words, proves to warn
That he not busy being born is busy dying
- Bob Dylan
….couldn’t help it man. Favorite Dylan song, and you sorta quoted it. Always been a mantra of mine, that last line….
….always grow, always learn, always push to do better…or go away somewhere and die.
Great post, Jason. No hollow horn from you, dude.
22. Apr, 2011
at 3:20 pm #
“Its evolution baby”
I’ve said it many times before – your knowledge has changed my life. Its pushed me to research more and learn more about myself, training, nutrition and everything involved.
If there weren’t individuals like you out there to help inspire and shed light on new ways of thinking and ideology, then many of us here would never have as good of a chance to excel as we have.
People have to understand there is no such thing as bad knowledge or information. The more informed you are the better able you are to live with making educated and informed decisions.
as always – thanks.
22. Apr, 2011
at 3:50 pm #
Live, learn, evolve, grow. School is never out of session. Great post bro, another homerun. By the way, did I ever tell you that you’re my favorite bloggers favorite blogger?
05. May, 2011
at 7:19 pm #
@Jamin Thompson: Thanks so much, bro. That means a lot. I appreciate it.
@Nick- Thanks
@Grant- glad you liked it
@Luke H- Appreciate it.
@Sean- I appreciate you saying that. Thank you very much.
@Jeremy- Thanks, man.
@Cate- Thanks. Pathetic, indeed.
22. Apr, 2011
at 4:10 pm #
Jason,
What are your thoughts on Crossfit?
22. Apr, 2011
at 4:13 pm #
I’m also a huge Yankees fan, watching all 162 games dedication, I only catch it when it’s on cable and read a couple of Yankees blogs. I will check out one world whey though, been searching for something like that. thanks
22. Apr, 2011
at 6:38 pm #
As always, I agree. You’re a great mentor. The world needs more like you.
22. Apr, 2011
at 6:46 pm #
awesome stuff Jay, really loved this article
22. Apr, 2011
at 8:02 pm #
This is real talk. Thanks for this
22. Apr, 2011
at 9:04 pm #
This is a awesome post and I love it. Honest and straight forward and I am wrapped you have found a living doing something you love – helping people. Posts like this help me reevaluate the direction that I am heading in and assess if I am going the right way. Gotta keep learning and always have a open mind!
Cheers
23. Apr, 2011
at 6:22 am #
COOL remarks there Jason. Like you I highly enjoy reading & my music. Past two weeks I’ve been buying books from Kindle..Amazon which go straight to my PC. It’s awesome.
Keep up the great work.
23. Apr, 2011
at 7:05 am #
Jay, not only are you evolving as an awesome strength coach,
your writing and ability to communicate and share your
knowledge with others gets better with each and every post!
Keep on living and learning bro!
23. Apr, 2011
at 9:30 am #
Jay,
Would using your ever evolving “Renegade Diet” be a good tool to use getting ready for a bodybuilding contest or bodybuilding in general?
Thanks,
Have a nice holiday
Scott
23. Apr, 2011
at 9:57 am #
Excellent Post Jason.
Keep it up Man.
23. Apr, 2011
at 6:30 pm #
Sounds like you’re buttering us up for new programs around the corner! That contradicts.
25. Apr, 2011
at 3:57 am #
I enjoyed this post Jason.
You touch on a couple of very important, in my opinion, subjects. One is educating yourself through different areas and the other is lifelong learning. I believe both are essential to become better in whatever you aim, athlete, professional, or person in general.
The world “evolution” is spot-on. “I grow old learning something new every day”, as a wise man once said.
26. Apr, 2011
at 3:39 pm #
I’m always glad to hear to hear from someone who is so dedicated and passionate about the things they love. The fact that you constantly seek improvement is even more impressive. People will certainly call you out regarding the changes you make to your fitness opinions over the years, but that cannot stop you from improving.
Keep at it,
Jeremy
26. Apr, 2011
at 3:49 pm #
Love this post! I am sick of people who act like something is wrong with ME for actually doing the things you are supposed to do to stay fit. One day 3 of my friends were all standing in a circle with their shirts up complaining and comparing how awful their stomachs looked and of course they roll their eyes at me and make dumbass comments since I do not have a reason to stand in that circle. So, I am proud that I am one of the few who go that extra mile to NOT be like everyone else!
26. Apr, 2011
at 3:54 pm #
Just saw something unbelievable…some jerk has invented a new eating disorder called orthorexia…meaning someone who eliminates processed food and other crap from their diet…and they call that a DISORDER???? Now I guess my friends can all have more reason to say I am the one with a “problem”…..pathetic!!
27. Apr, 2011
at 10:30 am #
@Cate. I hear you man. I get it all the time, and I imagine most reading this blog do as well. By being fit and taking care of yourself, you are in the minority of the population. You’re the fit guy/the healthy guy, you get labeled like it’s a bad thing. So you’re going to stand out for not eating the donuts and bagels in the morning meeting in the office, passing on the cake during the ubiquitous weekly birthday celebrations at the office. You opt for green tea instead of coffee, people are going to look at you like you’re from another planet. I work out during lunch at a gym in my office building, so I’ve heard it all. It’s a beating. Me in the elevator with a bunch of overweight co-workers asking asinine questions as I head down to train. “Ewww, are those your workout shoes, Chuck Taylors, why do wear those?” “Yuck, what are you drinking, a protein shake, what does that do?” “What is that stick thing?” (Tiger Tail). I get so tired of trying to educate the masses day in and day out. Those are just a few of the classics.
27. Apr, 2011
at 4:21 pm #
Great post Jason!
I’m very interested in your experiences with the recommendations in the Fungal Link. I’ve heard about it through Paul Chek and was contemplating purchasing the books and doing the protocols.
29. Apr, 2011
at 2:11 am #
You mentioned that prior to fat loss program you have to detox your liver to get the best results. Can you recommend which method to use? Which one did YOU use, or is the best?
Thanks!
29. Apr, 2011
at 2:21 am #
You mentioned that prior to fat loss program you have to detoxify your liver first. Can you recommend what kind of method to use? Which one did YOU use?
Thanks!
29. Apr, 2011
at 7:28 am #
Awesome post brother
30. Apr, 2011
at 6:59 am #
I’m glad to see that you stay open-minded to new ideas and stay on top of current research being done. Before I purchased your MGS program I was experimenting with intermittent fasting, 16 hrs/day, to get cut while trying to add lean muscle mass. I’m curious on what your current recommendations are now to put on mass while eating less frequently.
03. May, 2011
at 12:27 pm #
I also see myself as constantly learning, forever in my mind “the more I learn, the less I feel I know”. It is great to see an honest account of your willingness to embrace change, accepting evolution for what it is….progress! After all we are all pursuing expertise for the benefit of ourselves and our clients.